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cccccccccooooooooollllllll [11 Sep 2004|04:36pm]
napoleon dynamite suxxxx
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im endorphinated [09 Jun 2004|10:33pm]

tis the eve of the last day of school. yet another year gone by. yet another set of memories to add to my collection. yet more friends that came and went. Its amazing how you have friends who come and go, then you have BEST friends who stay for you. Thank You Sam. much love my nigga. The weird part is that im not even that excited for school to end. because the only people for me to hang out with live like 6463655 lightyears away. jonnj, sam, dangle, jules, chris, all ya'll. This year I am actually going to miss some of the leaving seniors like ohlin, tidbits, and a few others. good people. Im kinda glad to be by my lonesome sometimes though. It makes me more grateful for what I have.

I dunno. call me gay. call me a liar. a cheat. an asshole.


nothing matters in the long run


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sad sad sad [08 Jun 2004|10:41pm]
elvin jones died
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my icons [04 Jun 2004|04:03pm]
I found this icon site with funny signs. and they are now going to be my icons. Some are quite funny
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FRIENDS [25 May 2004|09:04am]
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what the hell [22 May 2004|07:30pm]
[ mood | pissed off ]

pussies. anonymously commenting on my journal. even though I totally know its jordan and so does he. Here are the things "anonymous" has stolen from me:
1. A mic Cord
2. A mic
3. A boss metal fx guitar pedal

Give my shit back or you WILL regret it. I dont even fuck around with this shit dude. i will INITIATE CHAOS if I have to. and i swear to god you wont like it. so since you like doing stuff "anonymously", then you can give shit back "anonymously". im not even kidding about this shit

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Today was ultra weird [20 May 2004|08:58pm]
[ mood | energetic ]

because jessica was involved in a car crash and was taken away in an ambulance.

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sooooo [15 May 2004|05:26pm]
[ mood | awake ]

so i had a long argument with a friend of mine today about the difference between somebody being hot.... and somebody being beautiful. he said they were the same. i disagreed with him with the following points in mind:

Hot- saying somebody is hot is just saying they look good.

Beauty - Beauty is saying that when you are around them, they radiate good things. they are just totally awesome in any situation. they are eho they are and not what they want to be. they know exactly what they're doing

So beauty is 14234x more important than vanity and hotness

So i worked music in the parks today. i left to umpire a game and came back and walked to the movies and snuck in and saw troy. exactly like gladiator

gotta umpire another game

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quizzy thingy [13 May 2004|08:29pm]
[ mood | amused ]

take ma quizzical quiz and copy/ paste in comments

1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. How have I affected you?
5. What do you think of me?
6. What's the fondest memory you have of me?
7. How long do you think we will be friends?
8. Do you love me?
9. Do you have a crush on me?
10. Would you kiss me?
11. Would you hug me?
12. Physically, what stands out?
13. Emotionally, what stands out?
14. Do you wish I was cooler?
15. On a scale of 1-10, how hot am I?
16. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
17. Am I loveable?
18. How long have you known me?
19. Describe me in one word.
20. What was your first impression?
21. Do you still think that way about me now?
22. What do you think my weakness is?
23. Do you think I'll get married?
24. What makes me happy?
25. What makes me sad?
26. What reminds you of me?
27. If you could give me anything what would it be?
29. How well do you know me?
29. When's the last time you saw me?
30. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
31. Do you think I could kill someone?
32. Are you going to put this on your LiveJournal and see what I say about you?

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moby [12 May 2004|09:49pm]
[ mood | creative ]

moby dick makes me happy

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toooooooooday [10 May 2004|06:53pm]
[ mood | bored ]

today was a grand day. {aint love grand} anywaysssss..... today i didn't pull any stupid shit for the first time in a while. i also did something i haven't done in a long time. I looooooove led zeppelin x21243214. i watched the live dvd. moby dick is great. as is the ocean. there has NEVER been a drummer as good as john bonham. and to think that he did all that with one bass pedal. wowzers. he's just a little bit orgasmic. whoa whats up with justin and everybody callin me stupid and stuff. not cool. i don't know what i did to bring this barrage of names hailing down on me? i love julian, taylor, amanda, sam, john, and kim.....every one else can suck my cyack

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[09 May 2004|01:23pm]
[ mood | bored ]

tis mother's day. My mom got a camera phone. I bought her a stuffed bear and some reeses swoops. i had to umpire 2 games yesterday. it was alright. fuck school. Sorry i cant go on tour guys. next year = hawaii.

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soooo [08 May 2004|03:56pm]
[ mood | calm ]

so i am finally at home after a long day at school. had to show these kids around campus. some were older than me. but most younger. for band. it was a competition. so we did that bit for a few hours. then me and john left. we walked to 7-11. got a 64 oz. soda, got a hamburger, and got a rockstar at the smoke shop. I think Im addicted to rockstars. they're sooo good. Then we walked to the ice skating rink. it was cool. we hella bummed ice passes so we could skate. me and jon talked a lot. Mine and julians emo day was fun yesterday. it gives you a calmer outlook on life. I liked it. again julian, again. i think we should hang out tomorrow.

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julians house [07 May 2004|07:02pm]
[ mood | blah ]

so i am currently at master pimp juice julians house. we had a little bit of fun walkin around and applying for jobs. we grabbed like 200 applications. we're bound to get a job somewhere. We had a lot of good talks today. glad i went.

sooooo. im thinkin good luck with taylor, brian.

wish ya the best

i wanna play baseball. i always get the urge. i then become addicted.

ill probably be grounded for my weekly but oh well.

i love hangin out with people

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school [07 May 2004|02:35pm]
[ mood | apathetic ]

so i am 6th period right now and its hella boring.

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school [04 May 2004|04:22pm]
[ mood | artistic ]

I am in the career center right now and supposed to be researching dr. seuss. i dont really feel like doing that so im just gonna fuck around instead. im makin laura a journal. shes a kool pimp! MY NUTS ITCH SOOOOO FRICKIN BAD DUDE. I AM NEVER WEARIN BOXER BRIEFS AGAIN. i never wanna see cicis boobs again. gross and deformed. later guys

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weekend/ monday [03 May 2004|05:12pm]
[ mood | relaxed ]

so my weekend was ok. I did absolutely nothing on friday. on saturday i worked three games, got my 3rd paycheck, and had baseball tryouts. On sunday i went to the very homosexual church, then we had "band practice" with brian and jordan. o and amanda came over too. we didn't get too much done though. brian was showin off a lot. i sound like an asshole. we actually didn't get anything done. then brian broke a string. then practice ended. I went to school this morning and this freshman named frankie cut the tip of his pinky off by getting it slammed in the locker. it gross. there was blood everywhere. i went swimming, played drums, and ate pizza


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hey guyssss [02 May 2004|01:28am]
[ mood | melancholy ]

yeeeaaa. i dunno why im updating. sam went to atretu. cool. it was a boys night at home with my dad and brother. we watched singin in the rain. i love that movie. ate pizza. watched south park. then my mom came home and we felt like laughin so we watched my old KAK concert....hahah......good times.....fast times....so it is may and there is only like a month left of school and according to my mom.... i gotta get a job... damn. ooooo i had baseball tryouts today. I did pretty damn good for not playing in like 4 months... not bad...see ya'll monday

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hey kiddies [01 May 2004|08:24pm]
hey guys just doing homework right now so we can have band "practice" tomorrow. i hope julian got his amp fixed. i hope jordan remembers the mic cord. i reeeealy hope brian doesn't suck. i hope i dont screw up too much more because i have NO extra sticks. And mine are about to break. in like an hour. i wish i wasn't grounded. if i could do one thing for the rest of my life it would be to play music "unhindered". whenever my mom lets me, i just sit at the set for hours and just play whatever comes to my head. that's what music is all about. experimenting. trying. playing. having fun.

i suddenly feel inspired

im gonna play drums dor a few days.....

so for those of you who dont know..... yes i do like virginia.

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twas a friday night, and there i stood alone [30 Apr 2004|06:23pm]
[ mood | calm ]

i need new drum stuff. especially heads. i haven't replaced my heads in like 34244 years. i need alllll new heads. probably powerstroke 3's. dunno.

so its a friday night and i'm alone.


oh so melancholy

i wonder what everybody else is doing. i am once again grounded for a bullshit reason.

its ok.

there's nothing i can do about it.

i am at peace with it.

i swear to god one of these days im gonna fuckin snap and hurt somebody.

i am at peace with it.

i am jealous of people who have fun.

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